Tuesday, March 3, 2009

i have to write in order to improve

yes, eventhough i dotn have much to write or to blog about i will write because i have to improve evetually.I am just finishing reading the course kit from my religion course. I am reading a bunch of tails - japanese tails - and they are qyuite interesting. However, i dont understand the "hidden" or what they are trying to convey. i guess its a different world, different culture and different values :)


yes i am not inspired to write. I actually got an opportunity in brazil to volunteer for a doctor. He's the head of the nephrology department of a hospital and the doctor who took care of my mom for almost 18 years. I am actually scared because I suck I definetly suck at doing things and have no experience at all. I feel like I've been living off my parents through out my entire life and everythign I get is from them and nothing that i get is from me. this saddens me a lot because I want to things on my own, i want to fight for things and get them.

but, on the other hand I believe that you dont do anything alone, you need help, your life is nto a one man show. There is help needed, we need help, and people will help you and you have to accept it :) I guess thats the rule of life, receive and give, and give and receive.

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