Tuesday, December 23, 2008

cant cant cant

man i wish i knew why i am so complicated, why i take so much to do things, why I am so lazy, why at times im so weak...

today i didnt do much as lately.

a random thought I had was" hang on to the truth that was revealed to you"

"you're fat, stop eating all this crap"

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

goals

I was thinking today and I think that before I can changer the world, I should change myself, and since change seems to be something everyone is looking for, these are the changes I will make for myself.

Number one, Self control - I will get in shape by working out very hard, and eating properly.

Number two, no more procrastination - I will do whatever I have to whenever I have to do.

Number three , family - I will treat my parents the best I can, without undermining who I am.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

what you have

All you've got is today, this moment, and right now. The past is gone, the future is uncertain, all you have is now, so make the best of it.

Monday, December 8, 2008

well, well, well

Like everything in life, I'll only devote a few minutes of my time here.

I need to write things down, to put out my thoughts somewhere, or else like still water, they will rotten (does still water go bad?) ; I will not edit what I write, at least not to a great extent. so whatever I write here will be real, fresh and spontaneous.

now let me talk about what I've been doing lately. right now my school is on strike, yeah it sucks, but I've been keeping myself pretty busy with sports, some studying (no, I am not a geek, but a geek wannabe), church, friends, volunteering, moving out - oh I have moved out of my place to live now with my cousin - and etc.

Now on the girl topic, hummm not a very fun topic, at least in my life. It's been pretty slow the movement lately and i feel the need to get out and get to know more girls. I see some potential in some girls, but theres some stuff holding me back to pursue them. what things? things like, family friends, potential future awkwardness and etc. I know i shouldnt look things this way but that's how I think right now.

ok that's enough for now.

Peace!